Enough is enough…part 1

sinEnough is enough….today I received some news and it made me think about my life and the past several years. On March 6, 2013 I “tweeted” “Apply God’s word to every situation in your life. Stop and pray before reacting to life’s situations.” That being said, we all fail from time to time and react to “life’s situations” before praying! Back in 2007 I started praying before reacting to life’s situations and made it part of my day. Then in 2010 I slowly fell back into old habits and did not pray every time a “life situation” came up. I prayed every day but not in the moment of those situations…before reacting. Boy, has that got me into some trouble.

Then in 2014 I stopped all together. I had a lot going on in my marriage and stopped praying during those “life situations”. I stopped striving to be who God wanted me to be and did not put God first. I put my husband first and his addiction. My life was consumed with his addiction and life…that I wasn’t truly “me” anymore. I started my blog in 2013 then in 2014 I only had a few posts, none in 2015 and I am back in 2016.

I let that happen.

I prayed, we went to counseling, marriage coaches, separated and reconciled. Nothing could change the direction our marriage was heading because there wasn’t true change. God was not the center of our marriage. Looking back I should have prayed in every “life situation” before I reacted throughout our marriage. Instead my flesh was acting out to every lie and every time my husband fell back to his “old ways”.

Which brings me to another tweet I “tweeted” on April 5th, 2013 “There is no such thing as a perfect man or perfect marriage. But the one I have is absolutely perfect for…me.” I truly believed this to be true. But when you’re married to someone that has an addiction you can not fix them nor can you save them. I was always trying to “fix” him. They have to want to change and only God can “fix” them. Addiction is an absolute terrible sin of this world that creates such bondage. It is so hard when you so badly want to help someone and can’t.  I wanted to fix his problems that I had absolutely no control over.  My husband wasn’t perfect but I chose him, I loved him! He didn’t have the confidence to know I loved him regardless of anything this world had to say about him. I knew our marriage was worth fighting for…but only God can break the bondage of your loved ones addictions.

So learn from my mistakes.

  • Always put God first.
  • Always have God the center of your marriages.
  • Always pray before you “react” to life’s situations.
  • Don’t let anyone stop you from praying or walking with God
  • Pray for your wife or husband to find freedom from their chains
  • Pray for your wife or husband daily
  • Don’t lose yourself in their addiction
  • When you’re going through this journey lean on the Lord and draw closer to HIM
  • There is not the “perfect” marriage but marriage is worth fighting for.
  • Love unconditionally

and don’t forget to always PRAY, PRAY, PRAY!

Love and Blessings,

Cheri

 

Dating Wisdom…Date Well

Are-You-Dating-A-Godly-WomanI hope sharing this with you will help you Date Well or apply this to your marriage…I have been married before and divorced. Going through this journey has led me to know what I want and don’t want in a relationship.

I was married to a man who lied over and over. Without writing a book. He was not the man I thought I married but I saw a lot of “Red Flags”. He will say #FamilyFirst but his Sex addiction was first. He told me his biggest fear was losing me but his biggest fear is people finding out the truth about him. He is good at superficial relationships at work and virtual relationships but when it comes to true loving relationships I was never first nor was others.

So when I would see him put all this on social media…his family is first, God is first, he loves me (his wife), writes me the best love story in cards he would give me but never followed by actions. I knew this was not the love God had planned for me nor the man he wanted me to spend the rest of my life with. It was time to call it quits on that relationship. I was with him for five years and after years of marriage counseling and coaches. He was never honest and continued the same behaviors. It came to the point that this relationship was toxic, not growing and bringing the worst out in me. I was losing myself and turning into someone I didn’t like. I had to get out and take care of me.

Even after I left, I found out more lies. When it came down to it…what was wrong in our relationship it was his character. I didn’t trust or respect him anymore. It was all hard to bare but with God, HIS love, family and friends I have been able to build my life back.

I want to DATE WELL the next time. So I have already began evaluating myself and know that even if I am not dating or married to someone today. I know what I want for myself and in a healthy Christian relationship.

Colossians 3:12-17 is great scripture to guide you/me through dating and being with the man/woman God has planned for you.

“Clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. Bear with each other and forgive one another… and over all these things put on love, which binds them together in perfect unity.”Colossians 3:12–17 (NIV)

Is this person kind, and growing in kindness? How do they treat their friends? Their family? How do they treat “everyday” people who they don’t need to impress: restaurant servers, cashiers, janitors, telemarketers? These are telling indicators of kindness.

How do they handle anger? Are they able to express anger appropriately? Can they talk about frustrations, or do they stuff feelings, or seethe? Does their room have punch holes in the wall? Do they know the difference between healthy and unhealthy anger?

How do they handle conflict? Colossians 3 calls us to let the peace of Christ rule. Do they need to be right, even if it’s at the expense of the relationship? It’s possible to be right about an issue but still handle it in the wrong way. Conflict is guaranteed to come up in your relationship, so date someone who knows how to apologize.

Is this person aware of (and patient with) weakness? Colossians 3:13 doesn’t say “fix one another with all your wonderful suggestions”; it says “bear with one another’s weakness.” We all have sin pressure points and weaknesses that rub against others. No matter how long we are married or how great our communication skills are, we will never outwit, outsmart, or outmaneuver sin. This calls for patience and grace with ourselves and one another.

Is this someone I can work alongside? If marriage could be summarized in two words, I might suggest “life together.” Once all the initial euphoria subsides, the question is whether this is someone alongside whom you can do the regular tasks of life: can you complete your schoolwork? Can you still be a good friend to others? Is this someone with whom you can enjoy a healthy “normal”: doing laundry, planning your year, working at your job?

Are they trustworthy? Are they faithful to do what they say, to keep a confidence? Is their yes ‘yes’, and their no ‘no’?
Does this person show sexual integrity? And are they faithful with their (and your) sexuality? Dating is a terrible time to test sexual compatibility, since great sex has so little to do with biology and so much to do with established intimacy in other areas: something increased by trust and time.

Dating is, however, a key time to test sexual integrity, since critical factors in long-term sexual health and satisfaction have to do with how well we steward and express our sexuality.

Do they say thank you? Do they practice thankfulness in small and big ways? Colossians speaks about habits of gratitude. Date someone who thanks God and others.

Do they know who they are and whose they are? Colossians 3:12 starts out by saying “As God’s chosen ones, holy and beloved… put on compassion…” Knowing that our identity is found in being unconditionally loved by God is the foundation for healthy love relationships with people. No person, no matter how wonderful, can fill the deep need we have to find our identity in being loved. This is a God-shaped hole in our hearts, and we need to be people and date people who let God fill the God-shaped hole.

Is this a person with whom I can grow in my faith?

Colossians 3:16 says we are to let the message of Christ dwell richly among us as we teach and admonish one another. So ask: Is this someone with whom God’s Word has a place between us, and with whom I can share God’s wisdom and encouragement?

Colossians 3 is your guide to good relationships and marriages. Great marriages are made of the same stuff that great dating relationships and great friendships are made of. This means, of course, that the popular advice on “getting a girl” and “finding a guy” which focuses on fine tuning your appearance and social etiquette really doesn’t get to the heart of the matter. Being smaller, bigger, more ripped, bustier, more confident (or whatever it is you feel you need to make yourself more attractive) has little or no correlation to actual dating success, which is about figuring out whether you could really live life with this person. Ultimately, we marry someone to live with them, not to go to parties or look good in Instagram vacation shots.

Dating well, then, means dating someone who is becoming a person you trust and respect, and with whom you can partner lifelong to live for God. And it means discovering more about yourself so you can become such a person yourself. It has nothing to do with someone’s résumé, BMI, GPA, 401(k), or their hotness score; it has everything to do with discovering one another’s character, even as you’re developing your own. Character is everything.

Remember Colossians 3 and its profoundly good news for dating: the better we are at relationships in general, the better our dating, and ultimately our marriages, will be. It’s the stuff we already know and appreciate about others. Our friends, co workers, etc. we have the tools to find great friends and we need to put those tools into practice when dating.

Be kind, be generous, and LOVE. Find a woman/man with Character!

It’s time to clean house….

Sometimes in life it’s time to clean out your house. Not only do we need to clean out our house we need to clean up our heart and mind. You know how you feel great when everything is organized and clean in your home. Well, our hearts and mind work the same way. There comes a time where you need to give it all to God…free your mind of all the junk (worry, hurt, fear, sadness, etc.) and free your heart from all the brokenness. Sometimes we have failed relationships, lost our job, lost a loved one…whatever has happened it takes over our minds and heart. When this happens you can’t love like God wants you to love others. You can’t live the life HE has planned for you. So “clean house”.

God will restore your mind and heart.

Strive to have a heart like Jesus and you will have a clear mind.

Love and Blessings,

Cheri